Memories And Thoughts
of
Anger, Loneliness, Fear, and darkness

Memories
Like bloody imprints on my soul
Haunt me
Taunt me
Remind me
Bind me
Forcing me to take a step back
As if my heart was under attack
The past performs another encore

Thoughts
Like words to a sad song
Torment me
Torture me
Change me
Derange me
Taking me to a place of pain
As tears fall like winter rain
Trying to wash the blackness out of my eyes 

Anger
That comes from a woman scorned
Invade me
Parade me
Scare me
Dare me
The dark side sneaks a peak
It is revenge I seek
A new awakening is darkness bound

Loneliness
Like a second shadow
Knows me
Shows me
Follows me
Swallows me
Like a moth to a flame
Entangling my pain
Leaving me helpless

Fear
Like screams no one can hear
Holds me 
Scolds me
Warns me
Swarms me
Coming back stronger
Lasting a little longer
Once again I’m trapped

Darkness
Seducing me like a lover
Strokes me
Provokes me
Lies to me
Cries to me
Exposing a different side
One that many try to hide
Its blackness is alluring

I never know when it will happen
Anything can trigger the emotions
Memories
Come in waves
Thoughts 
Cannot be silenced
Anger
Grows inside
Loneliness
Never far behind
Fear
Is of the killing kind
Yet Darkness
Always saves me