These Thoughts of Mine



Been a while since I let my thoughts run wild
Seldom expressing the needs I try to hide
Better left unsaid then it won't hurt so much
Better to forget but then it comes in such a rush
Love swells inside with no where to grow
Lost inside with no where to go
I look into the angry eyes of the dark
No light shines above not even a spark

Love is felt through programmed visions
Cutting in deep precise incisions
And for a brief moment I forget I'm alone
But it quickly comes back and always takes me home

Thoughts like snowflakes melt away
If it's cold enough they always stay
This heart of mine knows just one tune
And it sings silently with the moon

Pain like razor blades on my soul
Watch until the blood runs cold
Blackness once again to cover
Leaving darkness as my lover